Paying bills bums me out...

Looking at all the bills I'm behind on makes me feel really low and frustrated. The thought of getting out from under them seems so far away and I wonder just how long I've got on each before this starts to have serious long term ramifications on the rest of my life, if it hasn't already. This is a miserable feeling, but I'm going to try and not dwell on it. Now all I can do is try everyday to get them paid and make it better.